Have you ever been in a situation where you thought you'd be kidnapped? Yes. More than once. First time, I was like 7 and this old dude tried to make me and my friends get inside his car, all in the name of a 'scavenger hunt' for a fortune cookie, he swore was under his back seat. I didn't fall for that shit, and I really pissed him off. My friends however, were stupid idiots, and climbed into his rape mobile. He finally gave up once I refused to join and said I'd call police. Suddenly, there was no cookie in his car. Also, once when I was 8, walking home from school, a green car stopped, opened the passenger door and ordered me inside. I ran like a motherfucker. Never looked back. And then heard on the news someone got kidnapped in my area from a green sedan. Oh hell no. I was too fucking smart.
Has anyone ever tried to force you into something you didn't want? Oh my, the moments are endless. The price for being a girl. But notable moments, a teacher at my school tried to seduce me when I was 13 and he was like 60. I said no, and he gave me a shitty grade in a subject I was actually quite good at. But he told me he'd fail me if I didn't fulfill his request. Pedophile!
Was there ever a moment you faked allegiance with a group, simply for safety? (Like Draco joining the Death Eaters?) Yes. I was heavily embedded in the Nazi skinhead clique at school in my freshmen year. Was I a Nazi? No. Did I believe their mantra? No. Did I hang out with them? Yes. Why? For safety. For piece of mind. I wanted protection and acceptance. I was a virtual Death Eater, not of my actual choice, but because I felt safer being aligned with scary ass people than being on my own.
Have you ever been in an actual fight? Yes. A couple times. Some petty bullshit in grade school, then in high school, I threw a desk at someone who was harrassing me. Where in I was told her black 'Crip' friends would kill me. So I countered with, "Yeah, well my skinhead friends, will murder your gang members.." Not my finest moment. But did she back off? Yes. Was I a victor in these Hunger Games? Yes. You do what you gotta do.....
Have you ever punched, beaten, or threatened someone of the opposite sex? Yes. I annihilated Brad Rose in high school. I punched him in the face and stomped on his cowboy hat. He tormented me long enough, and when I fought back? He cried like a girl. And from then on out, tried to be my friend. As if! Fuck off, Brad.
Were you ever a member of a secret organization or gang in school? Not exactly. But I had ties to people that were feared, therefore, no one wanted to mess with me. But I never was a part of an actual group. I was just a hot, blonde, white chick they all wanted to bang. A beautiful German specimen.
Have you done things in your past you're not proud of? Of course. Lots of things. I was no angel. I did a lot of questionable and bad things as a teen. The thing I worried that I'd go to Hell for, if there was such a place? I stole cross earrings from Thrifty's once. Stealing Christian jewelry must be a terrible sin...
Were you ever a bully to anyone? Um, a bully? No. I don't think so. Was I ever mean? Yes. I did some terrible things as a teen. But I myself was always bullied, so I don't think I was a bully. I just wasn't always nice to everyone. Usually because they weren't nice to me first. But occasionally I was just a Mean Girl. I've evolved.
Did you belong to a clique in high school? Yeah, kind of. We were the weirdos. The punks, the goths, the skinheads, the alternative crazy freaks. There used to be this strange box on campus at Oakmont that served no purpose other than people who were 'weird' would hang out there. I was invited to the box, and I never left. And yes, we hated all of you. That was our thing.
Were you ever friends with anyone outside your social circle? Yes. Kind of. Depends. I was considered a 'punk rock girl', but I had some rap chick friends. And also, one football player loved me, and I thought he was great. Along with a cheerleader girl that my friends would have killed me for liking. But they were nice! I didn't care. I don't remember his name, but he had an awesome mullet, And I remember the girl, but won't name her, but she became a political figure in the community later in life. I still like her, even if I don't know her anymore! I'd vote for her.
If you were separated into houses, like in Harry Potter, what house would you have been in and why? Slytherin. Definitely. I already know this answer because Pottermore told me. But I was ambitious, and self righteous, and always out for number one. I'm not a jerk at all, but if you can't contribute anything worthy to my life, you're out. I'm brave, like a Gryffindor, but Slytherins know when to back off and retreat. And I always knew this. My friends were mainly elitist snobs, but not because of riches, but because of how non-conformist you were. Slytherin. And proud.
If you were any fictional character from a movie, TV show, or book, who would you be? Oh toughie...Um, I wanna be like Harry and Buffy, etc. But I'm much more of a Draco or Snape. I wanna be a hero, and might do some good things, but mostly people think I'm an asshole. They don't see the good I do, because it's usually subtle. But overall, in all my fandoms, I'm probably Xander from Buffy. Not remarkable, not heroic really, comic relief, yet I'm pretty badass for fighting at all without superpowers. "I like the quiet..." As Xander said in the Zeppo...
If your best friend was in danger, would you risk your life to save them, or let someone else do it? Ugh, so hard. Of course I'd want it to be ME who saved the day. But it all depends on what's at stake, and who else I know. I would for sure make certain my friend was saved. No question. But would it be ME who did it? Maybe? If I could. I used to be much more a hero type, but I failed too much, and now I don't know.
If someone challenged you to a fight would you accept or just run away? I'd accept. I'm pretty badass. And I'm not afraid to get hurt. I don't think anyone wants to challenge me. Assuming we don't have weapons. Cuz if they got a gun, and I got nothing, I'm running. But hand to hand? Bring it on. You'd regret it.
Did you ever do something harmful to someone else that you regret? Hmm.. .physically? No. Everyone who got a beat down, deserved it. Insult wise? Maybe I do regret a few comments. But so many of my comments went unheard, I feel like they don't know what I thought. But in physical terms? No, they all deserved it. Every single one. Except this one guy on the school bus who I thought grabbed my ass, and I punched him in the face, when it was in fact some other dude who grabbed me. That I feel bad for. Should have punched the right guy. But seriously, don't fuck with me unless you wanna be punched in the face. I will do it.End of story.
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